Monday, December 14, 2009

It would be nice...

To be able to feel whatever the fuck I wanna feel without having someone throw how much worse their life is than mine in my face. Yea. No wonder I feel like my emotions aren't legitimate. Every time I express them, someone makes me feel like I have no right to them.

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  1. I was afraid the text would come off that way and I'm sorry. It's not what I meant at all. If you think back to other times you vented about work, I totally had your back and I still do. It's just that I'm a fixer, you know, and I can't fix your problem and it makes me feel like I'm letting you down so I end up frustrated and say the wrong thing. And I know, I know sometimes people just want someone to listen but for some insane reason I make my self responsible for everyone else's problems. Anyway, you do have a right to your feelings and I really do wish there was something I could do to make things easier for you. I'm really really really sad you won't be there New Years. I was really really really sad that I couldn't take you to that Christmas party monday. When I saw the invite you were the first person I thought of. I'm going to shut up now because I'm starting to sound like a lesbian.
    P.S. I really wish you would call me so I can catch you up on the family christmas party and my trip with my nephew to see new moon. I would call you but I never know when your sleeping anymore!

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